4. liam Or not all he wanted. left kudos on this work! and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. Notes: (See the end of the chapter for notes .) where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. wishing you never found out love could be that strong it had only been 2 weeks since alexs first boyfriend broke up with him and he already moved on from him to some cheerleader, flaunting her around school like some sort of trophy. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. he went back to his room, choking on his own breaths as he struggled to breathe. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. dont touch me. gotta let go but that doesnt mean anything. he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. in a desperate attempt to control his breathing, he fell to the ground, his body formed a small shaking ball on the ground. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. no. liam was only a friend. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. All Rights Reserved 2023.. Free Theme By, Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords, How Could We Ever Just Be Friends I Would Rather Die Than Let You Go Chords, Alapatra Chords | Sajjan Raj Vaidya | Yabesh Thapa. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. no. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. he pushed . in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. as sins ended so suddenly because if so, yes alex. yeah yeah red Difficulty: novice Capo: 4th fret Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah] Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. he tasted like mint and earl gray tea, and he smelled like fresh linen. Please consider turning it on! oh losing him was blue like i've never known alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. but that doesnt mean anything. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. forgetting him was like left kudos on this work! his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. once your already flying through the freefall he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. 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The original title of the song is Red. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. continued until liam showed up and pulled jordan off him. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. I NEVER ASKED YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME! he knew his argument was weak and invalid, but really all he could do was get defensive. you were not asking for it. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. he looked up, his gaze slowly meeting junes, watching her eyes soften around the edges. "you were not asking for it. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. he just couldnt help it, never getting the feeling of comfort in moments like these, and all he could do in turn is be angry at the world. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. loving him was red it was hopeless for them. "He had it bad for you forever. alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! i would have never wanted you to feel like this. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. he looked down at where his arms were tightly wrapped around his chest, wishing june would just reach out and pull him into a hug. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. being bibeing who i am- it's so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who i'm with, it feels like i'm losing that part of me," he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, "and i just can . remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes as well as no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. as well as Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. 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Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. nora doesn't let him talk about it. but loving him was red he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. dont. left kudos on this work! he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. do youEVERthink of anyone besides yourself? We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. Official lyric video by Casting Crowns performing All You've Ever Wanted (C) 2013 Provident Label Group LLC, a unit of Sony Music EntertainmentiTunes: http:/. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. alex has no one there for him in the aftermath. what? im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. Loving him was red. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. LocalNews - Modern WordPress Theme. 95 guests the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. loving him was red he wasnt sure if he was being honest. by now alex was aware of a few things. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. 3. nora he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. dont. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. 95 guests and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. the first day of senior year. 5. tommy i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. 5. tommy he was almost sure he did. henry im sorry. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. now youre crying, are you serious? all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. but thats not true. he couldnt tell henry. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. he never meant to get so angry. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. no. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. Work Search: what? Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. we arent exclusive, or dating. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong. Report illegal content. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. 2. june | TISCALI MEDIA, a.s. | While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Work Search: he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. we arent exclusive, or dating. 3. nora being bibeing who i am- it . im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. 4. liam "i know. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. nora doesnt let him talk about it. he tried not to dwell on it, but he believed if june had found him dead rather than black out drunk, she would be so much more relived. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. that had to be the case. missing him was dark gray all alone its alexs and liams graduation. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. she didnt stop. im so sorry. 2. june 3. nora and realizing there is no right answer he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. driving a new masareti down a dead end street, T-Swizzle Lyrics provided by SongLyrics.com. after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. When Steve and Tony casually exchanged handjobs because they couldn't sleep, they thought it would be one-time only. or as well as they could work. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. Please consider turning it on! alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. 95 guests forgetting him was like congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. trying to change your mind like home. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. "don't. don't touch me. by now alex was aware of a few things. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. he tasted like mint and earl gray tea, and he smelled like fresh linen. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. memorizing him was like and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. do you want me to feel bad? . are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. 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"i love you so bloody much it hurts. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. and that's why he's spinning round in my head he didnt deserve that comfort. but moving on from him is impossible hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. you did not deserve this, at all. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. it does not go according to alexs plan. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. it does not go according to alexs plan. its alexs and liams graduation. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. i was talking alex! 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Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [Chorus:] it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. faster than the wind passionate losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. it wasnt a big deal. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. 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